a little rant

I feel as if i have all the life sucked out of me after completing FYP. Now there's nothing much to keep me busy, nothing to keep my brain buzzing and the worst of all- I have to come face to face with the reality that i'm no longer a child anymore. I'm twenty one and i know that i've been waiting for this day where i can finally tell myself that i am free to do whatever i want. Free to go wherever i want, free to feel wherever i want but lately, growing up doesn't seem that fun anymore. i am TWENTY ONE and the world is my oyster.

the world is my oyster.

the world is my oyster.

Why am i so terribly afraid?